sometimes i wanna hurt things for no reason.
today i don’t like looking at myself. thats why i went and deleted all my photos on instagram. talk about melodramatic.
Sometimes i wake up only to open my eyes and gaze at the fact that my life is one empty dream, i wonder where I’m going and how i got here, i never figure out the answer. i just sit on the red couch staring at the fuzzy lines coming from the tv. somewhere theres an answer for me.
Can’t see light
Heart is racing
The gentle twirl of the fan above me.
Tommorow The Shallow, Today The Weak, Oh and your kisses are death to me.
A tremble in the distance, on a monday morning didnt know what the world was hearing.
dancing amputations in the streets, melancholy beats, desolation hums in the air.
remember how the world used to be. changing warmth in the sky, lost emotions alone dreams for the dreamless.
forever was a long time ago when the world drifted away into the darkness no more light no more whenever moments to spurt.
open minds unborn life, holding on to something that used to be there. now your a tiny speck in the universe and motion that was caught in the craving of lights. the planet closes its eyes and the kisses of the night are paved with tears.
I get angry at the sun.
i get angry at the bugs.
i get angry at the world. for seeing me be me.
i’m blue and black and nothing in between.
No fun said the son,
As you bleed out thru the gums
I dont want a smile, nor a frown
All i want is a bullet so i can sit down and pout
ill sing myself a bed time story and lay the plan out
lonely lover its just murder.
split two bones
Or fade out of memory
disclose your mind
radioactive nightmares for a colorful dispair.
i fell down from the sky, with a halo on my head. The bare whites of my soul leaving my bones, shivering quakes thru my hollow body. like a madman on the run chasing bullets without the guns.
no one knows my name as i climb higher and higher thru the plains of hell seeking sunlight rather than darkness, i’m a mad man on the run, who is far from gone.
Don’t you know that i come around here….and no one knows.
waiting to strike at your weakest moments. i turn your nightmares into faint shadows. and no one knows
Black & white night, pulls me out to the inside. i’am not ready, i’am tongue tied. and blind with strawberry stained blood on my mind. and no one knows.
no one gets to come in. i’am torn apart from the inside. and no one’s going to love you. no ones going to make you smile. and no one will admire you.
i live on melancholy hill, on the outskirts of history, reborn and repainted skin. fade, fade, fade. i’am a stranger in my own body. and no one knows….